Archives > November- December 2003
REMEMBER TO SING MY ASS HAPPY B-DAY ON DEC. 19!
Monday, December 15 2003
Doesn't it feel like Christmas?
I am alive! Yeah! And so feeling the holiday spirit! Oh, and btw, I wanted to reassure all the people who love me and emailed me wondering if I had yet jumped off a cliff don't worry. I am much better and very optimistic that the new year will take all the garbage away and bring in something new.
It's just been a rough year, glad it's almost behind me... you also know that WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS right?
SHITTTT! if it wasn't for the fact that I can't find my friggin' Christmas tree anywhere I am into the Xmas spirit! Actually I think it's kinda pathetic that my tree decided to take a vacation to Barbados or something because my family and I looked in every goshdarn corner of the house, the basement, the attic and nothing! Dammit and to think that I have so many "gougeousss" decorations to hang! Where am I gonna hang them now? Shut up, don't answer that! LOL
And because there will be no tree this year, I will bring back from the dead the one from last year and put it up on the site... remember it? I was so proud! :( sigh, someone get me a tree fast!
CHRISTMAS 2002:
CHRISTMAS 2003:
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P.S.: I'm so in lololololove...
Monday, December 1 2003
Still standin'
I got this as an early birthday gift from a very special person who will remain unnamed until further notice:
It's a couch-bed from Ikea and it's very very comfortable and easy to open and such.
Christmas is coming soon, and so is my birthday. I am at least glad to say that I will be spending it with people who love me. But besides that it's really strange how in life some things may go like shit and others can be great, the greatest ever actually. Thank God for those, otherwise where would we be?
Anyways, sorry if the site has been down, exceeded bandwidth as always. The new issue of the magazine is almost ultimated and it will be up soon so keep an eye on that!
Thursday, November 20 2003
Changes I've been goin' thru
In the past few months a lot of shit (good and bad) has been happening in my life. But it is during this time of change that one realizes just how able they are to stand unharmed, unaltered.
I have discovered that people who I thought cared for me didn't, really. Others who were always there for me were suddenly nowhere to be found, especially during my times of need.
It is incredible how many surprises life can toss at you. These strange, new events can turn you into a completely different person. And I can say that now I no longer trust anyone but myself.
But I figure hey, shit can't be getting much worse than this! there must be a reason for all the bad things that come our way. Right now I am sore, I am tired, I am impatiently waiting for a thumbs up, perhaps the new year will bring something better?
It's strange, every other year of my life is crap. 2000 was amazing, 2001 was the most terrible year I ever had, 2002 was pretty good (full of changes that eventually turned out to be not so bad) and 2003 completely blew. Let's hope for a good 2004 to keep up with the pattern.
But in the meantime I'm checkin' out and I'll holla back soon.
Saturday, November 15 2003
Finally back
I cannot believe today was the first day since October 17 when my Internet worked! I moved to another house so it was hard as hell trying to figure out what was going on with my shitty net connection. But it's all solved now and here I am!
Lotsa things have been going on lately... I still haven't started school, waiting and waiting. Also I have been working, teaching English for all types of people, ranging from beginners to advanced with managers. I am quite happy because I get to work and have a lot of free time too.
But the highlight of my friggin' last 6 months was when I went to MC's concert on November 7th here in Milan and got to sit in the fifth row. I saw everything so clearly, and the concert was a blast! plus tan tan tannnn in the end I got to meet her backstage! It's too bad that they didn't let us take autographs and :sigh: personal photos but we got a group one taken, here it is:
If you didn't figure it out I am the one with the light blue shirt (the Mariah fan club one) on the right hand side next to the Japanese girl dammit I wish she could have just fuckin' moved away. I was glad I got to talk to MC "a lot."
I was the first to enter the room and saw this divider so I thought damn she's gonna come out from there wearing this big feather dress and smoking a long, thin cigarette or something but no I look to my right and there she fuckin' is!!!
I just said "Damn noooo, I cannot believe you are standing right in front of me" and she was smiling and I told her she was beautiful and she said thank-you. I said "Mariah can I hug you?" and suddenly the security guard screamed "NOOOO!" and she looked at me and said "I am so sorry, it's for my make-up" and I said it was ok.
Well, so we took the picture and I told her to come back to Italy soon and that I would have been there... I held her hand the whole time lol... she must have thought I was a dyke or something! lol jk. but this was a great opportunity for me considering the fact that I am obsessed with her!
So lemme settle in again, I have to do mad updates to this site, so I will be back soon with some new stuff kay?
luv ya!!
Federica